What I Think

It's rude to not exchange pleasantries  With someone who's been Such an inseparable part of you Someone you have a history with and so- Hi, I said mindlessly  How are you doing? It's been so long since We've sat together  And had a conversation  About all that's wrong with the world  And my decisions  And me. Hi, came the reply We've been lonely You seem busy with your  Work and life and friends  And everything in between  We felt abandoned  So we stopped by to say hello We have a lot to say to you Come, let's sit tonight  And talk. We know you don't want to But we miss you. Said the voices in my head.

I am sorry I have neglected you- Yet again. Forgotten you for the millionth time After promising, To stay in touch this time around. I am sorry I keep forgetting about you, For seemingly important things. But I swear I'll make an effort- Again. A sincere one- Again. To get back to you  Because nothing makes my soul happy Like you do. I have made my love for you public. In times like these, I think that was a mistake. Maybe it should have remained just between us. All the love and the conflicts; All the efforts to stay on the same page And coming back together But I have let the world know- What you mean to me, And what becomes of me, When we are not together. You are my favourite distraction  And it'll always be that way. You leave my mind sometimes But never my heart. You never will. I miss you While having tea On lazy Sunday winter afternoons Oh, what I wouldn't give to have your company! I sometimes