I Am Sorry.

I am sorry I have neglected you-

Yet again.

Forgotten you for the millionth time

After promising,
To stay in touch this time around.

I am sorry I keep forgetting about you,

For seemingly important things.

But I swear I'll make an effort-

Again.

A sincere one-

Again.

To get back to you 

Because nothing makes my soul happy

Like you do.

I have made my love for you public.

In times like these,

I think that was a mistake.

Maybe it should have remained just between us.

All the love and the conflicts;

All the efforts to stay on the same page
And coming back together

But I have let the world know-

What you mean to me,

And what becomes of me,

When we are not together.

You are my favourite distraction 

And it'll always be that way.

You leave my mind sometimes
But never my heart.

You never will.

I miss you

While having tea

On lazy Sunday winter afternoons

Oh, what I wouldn't give to have your company!

I sometimes look at some

People

Places &

Things

Which remind me of you

My heart fills with an overpowering desire

To run back into your arms

But then I think- um, maybe later.

It'll always be complicated.

We will always be complicated.

But no matter how far

Or where I wander,

I will always come back to you

My forlorn lover- writing.

Next time when you cross my mind

You'll find me, either-

Scribbling in my diary

Or typing on my cellphone-
The unspoken thoughts.

I'll be content

Until we part again

And I break my empty promises

And then apologise again

To take me back

For the millionth and one time.